Persami: Day 1

Hola. amigos! Long time no see ya!

Early in the October, I joined the Persami (Perkemahan Sabtu Minggu) so I can't update this thing. Okay then, I'll tell ya about my weekend.

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Saturday, October 1st, 2011.

I woke up early in the morning. I was too excited about Persami, so--however--I can woke up unusually. Then I checked my stuff that I'll bring to Persami today. Okay, all was set. I took a bath and wore my scout uniform quickly--because the DKGs (8th grade students who was recommended by the teachers to accompany 7th grade who joined Persami) have to arrived in school early than the 7th grades.

I ate my breakfast in the car for save the time. I arrived in school, luckily, the training for opening ceremony for DKGs are not started yet. Kirana and me went to teacher's room for took some ribbon for each group. After that, we went back to school field and told the other DKGs: Ave, Laila, Lutfia, Afif, Andra, Awwal, Akrim, Reeza, Ugha, and Faisal to took the ribbon for their group too.

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There is 12 groups:  5 girls, 7 boys. In fact, my juniors contain 70+ boys and 50 girls. Each group has one seniors (DKG--Dewan Galang) to accompany them. Here we are (I can't remember all the juniors and companion teachers name so I can't wrote it here, haha):

1. Bougenville. Senior: Lutfia
2. Anggrek.  Senior: Ave
3. Nusa Indah. Senior: Mitha (a.k.a. Me!)
4. Sakura. Senior: Laila
5. Flamboyan. Senior: Kirana
6. Singa. Senior: Afif
7. Scorpion. Senior: Awwal
8. Kancil. Senior: Andra
9. Kuda Terbang. Senior: Ugha
10. Harimau. Senior: Faisal
11. Elang. Senior: Akrim
12. Rajawali. Senior: Reeza

Okay, let's get the Persami started! Me and my group worn the ribbon on our scout uniform, left arm. And then we took our things and walked to a big field behind school. Yesterday (September 30th) we had built our tent, so all we do now is just putted our bags into the tent.

....Guess what, my group got a PINK AND PURPLE TENT.

Hahaha. FYI,  I accompanied Nusa Indah group and we got pink for our identity color. Actually, the DKGs must bought the slayers for each group. Each slayer are colored by each group's identity color: Purple, light blue, pink, light green, yellow, grey, black, red, blue, green, brown, etc. I can't remembered all boys group color: they are too many. Haha. Back to the story, so we can't found slayer as much as that--more than 100 slayers with different colors, just by 2 days! So we weren't use slayer. Alhamdulillah. Just imagine how silly I am with pink slayer.

FYI, when I was in 7th grade and was joined the Persami, my group got pink too. Ahh.

Okay, then we held an opening ceremony. The air was very hot so I almost got fainted. I can't stand it!

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Girls' tent! Mine is in the middle, the brown-roof one!

Boys' tent._.

Okaaaay so we went back to the tent for preparation for... umm I don't know how to say it in English, maybe... some adventure? Haha.

So, the DKGs gathered in a tent and discuss about the "adventure" with the scout coach. The seniors will be a keeper for each post during the journey. Afif and Laila in 1st post; Kirana, Ave, and Reeza in 2nd post; Akrim, Awwal, and Faisal in 3rd post; Lutfia and Andra in 4th post; then I and Ugha in the last post, 5th post.

This "adventure" spent time till Dzuhur. When all the groups arrived in my post, we took a break for a while for Dzuhur prayer. I waited soooo looooong for the groups who was worked on their task: made a map. When the last group was leaving to the camp, I and Ugha went back to the camp too, for LUNCH! We always had our meals at senior's tent. Haha

We had a free time after that adventure. So we spent it for tidy up the tent, chat, and so on. Time went quickly, and suddenly it was 4 PM. Time to cooking!

Some of my group member cooked while the rest of them played some scout games in the other side of the field. My group cooked soup, tempe, and omelet. Cooking in outdoor is hard, y'know. My group member brought a portable stove and guess what?

When we tried to turn on the stove, THE STOVE IS BROKEN.

AND ALMOST EXPLODED.

Fortunately, our male teachers came and fix it before something worse happened. But it was the same as before--we can't use that stove. So our teacher made a hole near our tent and made fire. We cooked in traditional way~ but that's scout, isn't it?

After cooking, we took a bath in school's bathroom. We were given an announcement that in 1st floor bathroom is for girls and 2nd till 3rd floor bathroom are for boys. However, based in fact that boys are more than girls. Me and Ave walked to school (just take a look in "girls' tent" picture to imagine how far is it from the field to our school :p) and we must waiting--there is so many girls there.

I took a bath quickly and went back to the campsite. The meals that my group was cooked is... eaten. Hahaha :p

Sun setting quickly and suddenly, Maghrib came. We took wudhu and then did Maghrib prayer. Just a hour before Isya' prayer, and then the campfire party was set!

All of us made a big circle around the campfire. Then the opening ceremony started. Ten juniors brought a torch to made the campfire. That ten juniors made a smaller circle around the campfire, light the torch one by one while said Dasa Dharma's points loudly.

Campfire was set!

Each group perform a show--singing, the classical way. Wanna know my group's performance?

Siapa yang cinta Nusa Indah
Pasti mendapat kegembiraan
Nusa Indah, Nusa Indah
Kelompok paling hebat
Kelompok paling kompak
Kelompok paling...
Nusa, owowo Indah
Nusa Indah pancen oye!
Nusa Indah~!
(echoed) Nusa Indah, Nusa Indah, Nusa Indah!

HUAHAHAHAHA.

Oh yeah, and in the end of performs, the DGs made a plan to perform together. We sang a song. Before that, we jumped and shouted loudly. My group was even crazier than me. They're echoed, "Kak Mitha! Kak Mitha! Kak Mitha!" while Anggrek group echoed, "Kak Ave! Kak Ave! Kak Ave!" :D Wanna know our song? Here it is:

Ketika siapa saja sendirian
DKG datang membawa hiburan
Ciptakan suasana tak terlupakan
Datang kemari, kita senang-senang
Semua berdiri, DKG beraksi!
Andecang, andeci, DKG paling oke
Andecang, andeci, DKG paling oke!


I LOVE THAT NIGHT :*

Love you all, friends.

We made a plan to slept together in the middle of field. We play guitar, cards, singing, and chat together.

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Ask me and I'll answer you! http://formspring.me/kaikania

Sorry.

I'm sorry. For all my mistakes. I don't know what to say, but... I'm terribly sorry. Sorry for making you angry. Sorry for making you disappointed. Sorry for... everything. I know it's all my fault, right? My mistakes. And you get angry to me just because I don't apologize to you all. But it's okay if you're not wanna be my friend again. It's okay, I'll understand. It needs time till I accustomed to the loneliness. Without you.

It's not mean that I don't wanna be your friend anymore. Otherwise, I still wanna be your friend but--

But I think our friendship won't be same like before. I'm sorry, that's my opinion. I know you're not thinking like that.

Once again, I'm sorry. Terribly sorry. Forgive me.

Thanks.

-Kai

5 questions, 1 paragraph

#nw Power Rangers Lost Galaxy Episode 19: The Lost Galactabeasts Part 1 haha :D


Today is a best-but-with-a-bit-mellow day, for me. Well, today in Journalist extra curricular we have to answer a few questions from our teacher, like:

1. What do you feel now? Write in max. 5 words.
2. What do you want to do now?
3. Do you feel like born again after the Ied?
4. Write 3 people who you want them there at your side.
5. If you could meet them, what do you want to say to them?
6. Write 1 or 2 paragraphs based on all your answers before.

And I wrote:

1. I feel... yeah, full of spirit.
2. Write and write.
3. Yes, I am.
4. (it's quite difficult for me. Really.) 1) Aiz, 2) Widya nee-chan, and 3) My grandfather.
5. For Aiz: I miss you. Do you miss me too? Don't angry to me anymore; I never wanted both of us being enemy, you know? For Widya nee-chan: Sis, I miss you! When do you graduate? I have maaaanyyyy projects to be discuss! For my grandfather: Grandpa... I miss you so much. I... I don't know what to say since the twist of fate when it all broke down. The important thing is, I really proud being your granddaughter and I'm proud for having grandpa like you :)
6. Now I feel full of spirit. And I want to write... yeah, write anything, such as short stories or fanfiction. I don't know why I couldn't feel it, but I'm sure that I was born into a new person after the Ied. For now, I really wanted these people to be at my side: Aiz, Widya nee-chan, and my grandpa. It's a quite simple reason: I miss them. I miss Aiz, he is my best friend. We got an argument a few weeks ago, but everything is okay now. We are back to normal again. And as I say, I never wanted both of us to being an enemy. Widya nee-chan... I miss her very much. She is like my own sister in writing world. She is a college student in Japan now. Unfortunately she back to Indonesia just once in a year.  And I just meet her once too :( my grandpa... he's dead about 2 years ago and I was so proud being his granddaughter, because I was found that my grandpa is a popular person and very inspired me to being someone like him. An active person and knowing by a lot people, includes the important person, like the president! (I'm not lying; my grandfather got a certificate for a thing-I-don't-know from President Suharto. I was SO PROUD :'))

And that's all my answers. I cried a bit :')

My teacher said that is was the easiest way to write a simple paragraph. He's right!

The Journal [raw version]

The Journal

Rate: T

Genre: General

Chara: England

Disclaimer: Hetalia belongs to Hidekaz Himaruya

Summary: For IHAFest September. Seorang pemimpin tak mesti sempurna. Kadang dengan keterbatasannya, seorang pemimpin bisa menerakan sejarah yang akan selalu dikenang. Historical. Alur maju-mundur.

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Pintu gudang terbuka, memberikan ruangan gelap itu seleret cahaya matahari. Arthur Kirkland berdiri di depan pintu, memandang gudang berdebu itu dengan ekspresi enggan. Sebelah tangannya memegang kain lap dan sebelah tangannya memegang pembersih debu dari bulu ayam.

Oke, sebenarnya ia hari ini ada acara dengan Alfred, tapi si maniak hamburger sialan itu mendadak membatalkan acara itu, dan tentu saja membuat Arthur sempat marah-marah. Daripada hanya berdiam diri di rumah, mending ia mengerjakan sesuatu—bersih-bersih rumah, yang sebetulnya jarang sekali ia lakukan.

Arthur mengernyit, berusaha mengingat-ingat kapan terakhir kalinya ia membersihkan tempat itu. Debu setebal satu atau dua senti menutupi semua benda di situ. Menghela napas, ia pun mulai membersihkan gudang dan sekalian memilah-milah barang. Mungkin saja ada barang yang masih bisa dipakai. Berkali-kali Arthur mengucek-ucek mata atau terbatuk jika debu yang beterbangan itu masuk ke mata atau mulutnya.

Mean.

You, with your words like knives and swords and weapons that you use against me; you, have knocked me off my feet again, got me feeling like a nothing. You, with your voice like nails on the chalkboard calling me out when I wounded; you, picking on the weaker man.

You can take me down, with just one single blow. But you don't know, what you don't know: someday, I'll be living in a big ole city, and all you're ever gonna be is mean. Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me, and all you're ever gonna be is mean. Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides and your wildfire lies and your humiliation. You, have pointed out my flaws again, as if I don't already see them. I walk with my head down, trying to block you out cause I'll never impress you. I just wanna feel okay again. I bet you get pushed around, somebody made you cold. But the cycle ends right now cause you can't lead me down that road.

And you don't know what you don't know: someday, I'll be living in a big ole city, and all you're ever gonna be is mean. Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me, and all you're ever gonna be is mean. Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar, talking over a football game. With that same big loud opinion but, nobody's listening. Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things: drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing. But all you are is mean. All you are is mean. And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life. And mean, and mean, and mean...

But someday, I'll be living in a big ole city. And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah! Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me, and all you're ever gonna be is mean. Why you gotta be so mean? Someday, I'll be living in a big ole city, and all you're ever gonna be is mean. Why you gotta be so mean? Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me, and all you're ever gonna be is mean.

Why you gotta be so mean?

Bloody hell.

...........................................British words, aren't they? #slapped

Well, then. I don't know why, but I was veeeeerrrryyyy bad mood these days. Because of that, let me be a berserker right now.

I'm stupid. I'm idiot! Well, and I don't have friends too. Sorry. I mean, a friend who can be a real friend. Not just a bloody friend that leave me later.

.........................................baka. (means stupid in Japanese.)

Okay, I'm truly stupid! Bloody hell. For some reason, I want to be like Harry. He is quite same like me. Harry Potter, of course. Have you see Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire, when he has a conflict with his best friend Ron? Okay, I feel same like him. I feel alone, and then... wellidonthavesomeonetobetalkedto. I wish I can have a friend who could understand me.

I know I was bloody fault. This is my fault! Welltheniwassofaultsoidonthavefriends. So don't judge me; I was full of anger from people around me, like my friends, my sisters, even my parents. I'm alone, and I received that fact.

I

WAS

VERY

VERY

VERY

ALONE.

Bloody hell. For the sake of England's eyebrows.

Thanks Taylor Swift, for wrote many sad songs. Now I can play it whenever I like.

You don't have to come, anymore. I won't pick up the phone, this is the last.

(I love that line.)

And I have soooooo many homeworks to do! Shit.

Bye. Going to do hw right now.